Dreams and Visions, How to See in the Spirit, Seer Stories

Come Boldly to the Throne

“The Holy Spirit is IN me, but He is UPON me for others!” —Todd White.

Hebrews 4:1616Let us then approach God’s throne of grace with confidence, so that we may receive mercy and find grace to help us in our time of need.

3.5 days of intense healing & prophetic training. I personally witnessed or experienced over a dozen miracles and heard testimonies of so many more. Interestingly, some of the clearest words of knowledge the Holy Spirit gave me were for those around me up front in worship, more than even out on the street during “Love in Action” breakouts.

One woman next to me in worship told me she had thoughts of self harm and suicide just the day before and begged God to give her a sign that He cared about her abusive marriage. Then In worship God whispered to me: “Tell her to stop cutting.” It was that specific and moments later she touched my own cutting scars with wonder after I shared with her all that God shared with me about her. Many people had their scars and track marks healed by the power of the Holy Spirit all around me, but when I went forward for this miracle a year ago, Jesus whispered to me: “I kept my scars for others’ unbelief, I’d like you to keep yours also since they no longer carry shame for you.” Wow!!!!

One story I want to share is a Word He gave me that He later told me was for ALL His adopted Daughters.

In worship, a woman dropped to her knees next to and in front of me to my right. After a few moments, I heard Abba say: “Tell her to stand up.” That’s all I got at first. I hesitated for another moment and then obeyed. As I knelt down beside her and put my hand on her shoulder, leaning forward to whisper in her ear, I was transported (in my mind’s eye) into the throne room of Heaven. I saw her on her knees before the King, weeping and looking spent. I hear, see and tell her:

Unlike in Esther’s time, My scepter is always lowered to you. You can come in at any time. But you need to stand up. Rise my daughter. You are royalty. You are Mine. And when you stand, the enemy is under your feet. Come boldly to My throne. You are robed in Righteousness; and like Esther was anointed and bathed and prepared for her king, so you are anointed, perfumed, and bathed in the Blood of the Lamb for your King. Arise my daughter, and come boldly in, and I will help you in all I have prepared in advance for you to do!”

She turned to me, both of us still kneeling, and she gripped my neck tightly. She sobbed: “right before you came over, I was telling God that I was not worth the price he paid with his Son Jesus. I didn’t deserve to enter into his presence! And just then you came over and told me the opposite!” I just hugged her for a few minutes and then went back to worshiping my good good Father.

I peeked, and saw her rising, standing, all the way up, straight and tall and arms lifting, a radiant smile washing over her. Her countenance was so changed the rest of the day, and I was just as blessed and wrecked by her encounter with YHWH as she was. I LOVE ministering to others. It is sooo blessed to give from the unlimited storehouses of our inheritance in Christ! We have to be able to hear God for ourselves so we can hear Him for others. We have to spend a lot of time in the throne room so we can help lead others to Him. He is worthy of it all!

Dreams and Visions, Seer Stories

Vision: I was Tithing to the enemy

When I recently attended The Gathering with Praying Medic and some other awesome peeps, I did not know hardly anything about healing the soul. Words like “Soul Fragments” and “Alters” freaked me out a little bit, but after having a series of visions around this topic, I felt God wanting to get my attention. (Want more info? Read Broken to Whole). I was even having visions of my own soul fragments/alters, drew pictures of them, and then had them confirmed in some inner healing ministry without telling the healer about my pictures! Well, then another vision came up, as well as a Word from the Lord.

There were clearly some Masonic ties going on with some of the warfare and fragments I have been dealing with. Clearly. As in: no doubt. My grandfather and great-grandfather were high level Masons. On the other side of my family, some powerful prophetess prayer warriors, seers and Believers. Quite the mixed family tree. I have been praying to be set free from the Masonic ties and some ritual abuse as a child and I have done some deliverance, curse breaking and now some soul fragment work.

But one day, the Lord said: “You say you want to be set free, but you are saying otherwise with your finances. You are tithing to the Masons, every month, and you have been tithing to them longer than you have been tithing to Me! You are supporting that occult financially, and every dollar is a seed you plant with your choices. You reap what you sow, so s0w into my Kingdom, not the enemy’s camp.” With this Word came an open vision:

In my vision, there was a line drawn right down the middle of the sky. On the right side was God’s tent, complete with a scene that looked like a Civil War army camp. Angelic hosts, creatures and foot soldiers were busy: in and out of tents, in and out of the earth and sky and Heavens. On the left side, the enemy’s camp. Demons also bustled about, and people captive to the enemy were lined up in countless rows. I saw myself enter the enemy’s camp, and right in the middle of camp, I knelt down and planted a seed that happened to look just like a one dollar bill. The seed grew and grew, and became a fruit-bearing tree, but it was feeding the enemy and its’ troops! The soldiers in God’s camp turned into orphans and widows and people from every tribe, hungry and calling out for help. Jesus was saying to me in my ear: Imagine every dollar is a seed, one that grows up into a fruit-producing tree with sometimes a thousand-fold production from the original investment.” But it is just one dollar, I argued! What impact could one dollar make? He replied, “In my Kingdom, every dollar is either a seed planted in my Camp, or a seed planted in the enemy’s camp. They each grow up to be fruit-producing trees, but whose army do you want to feed?” Wow! This was a wake-up call for sure!

Jesus spoke in parables a lot, and that seems to be the way He speaks with me, probably because I think in pictures and have a child-like, picture-book understanding of complex Kingdom matters. This story made quite an impact on me and I think is a great illustration.

As I came out of the vision, God continued to speak to me about it then and in the weeks that followed. I asked Him where and how I had been tithing to the enemy. He told me to audit every dollar coming in and out of the house and pray about what I found. When I found it, it jumped off the page as if it were highlighted, and the Lord said: “Kick the enemy out of your house, and you will be set free.” He has been telling me to “clean house” (II Kings 21) all year, and this was just one more area to clean up.

The “dollar” I was planting in the enemy’s camp seemed quite innocuous. It was a monthly autoship to a company that carried health and wellness products. I spent money with them every month because they were “green”, helped my house be more “safe” and “less toxic”, and were even an in-state company (I try to keep my dollars as local as possible). But the company’s founder has very strong ties to an organization founded in Masonic Cult traditions. “Ding ding ding” went off in my Spirit, literally. “You are tithing to the enemy, and need to be more careful that what you say you want to be free from, and what you sew into, match up,” I heard once again. Once I canceled them, an oppression just seemed to lift, and it was like my prayers had found an open Heaven finally.

The Lord has been talking to me about releasing this Word for others. He has said that if His people would treat every dollar as a seed, choosing to plant into His Kingdom for advancement, or into the enemy’s camp for retreat, that spiritual tides would turn. You see, money has power in the natural and supernatural. God does not need our finances or our tithes, but His people do, and where our hearts are, there our treasure will be also.

Only nine percent of Born Again Believers even tithe ten percent(1) and if Believers did tithe 10%, the world would have $165 Billion dollars more to make change in the world.(2). But what about another option? What if Believers started just giving what they already have? Like moving some money around? Or tithing more with their time and talents? Give from what you already have, and God will give you increase. The number one key I have learned when it comes to tithing is obedience. I’m not saying that God expects everyone to cancel their autoships to products backed by cults. But what if He is? Ask Him.

I do feel that God is calling all of us to audit our finances. He wants to open Heaven’s storehouses, it’s just that sometimes we are blocking His blessings. I also recently saw someone in the spirit, and she looked like a porcupine. She and her husband were complaining about finances, and about how many people had prayed over them for financial breakthrough. When I looked up, there were bills falling from Heaven, right above her, but they were getting stuck in her quills. The Lord whispered, “She is blocking hers’ and her husband’s blessings with her prickly spirit.” There were stacks of bills just sitting there, skewered on her quills, and I saw that if she laid down her bristles they would slide off and be accessible. I couldn’t help but almost laugh out loud when I heard her complaining and saw her face morph into a porcupine with stacks of bills sticking up all around her. I kept quiet, feeling she would not receive the word from me, but I have been praying for her instead. So, the Lord wants to give good gifts to His children, but there may be some legalities or blockages as to why it’s not getting through.

I highly recommend the book The Blessed Life. Evaluate every dollar that is coming and going out of your house. Treat every dollar as a seed. Where do you want to plant it? In God’s camp or in the enemy’s camp? Do you want to support Christian Radio (highly recommended)? PureFlix vs Netflix? Hand out $100 bills wherever the Lord directs? Sponsor an orphan locally or overseas? Pay for a Christian book, class, or seminar, conference with part of your tithe money if God directs? How about supporting a Christian cosmetics or jewelry company over another that carries the same thing (Like Premiere Designs). What do you buy every day that could be bought from a Christian business? We have a great local Christian Business Directory here and I have never even used it! So, I am “preaching” to myself as I write! Remember, there is now no condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus, so don’t make it a religious spirit thing and worry or stress about it, but ask God and be obedient to his direction.

Read Matthew chapter 6, all of it. But especially Matthew 6:19-21 (NASB): “Do not store up for yourselves treasures on earth, where moth and rust destroy, and where thieves break in and steal. (20)“But store up for yourselves treasures in heaven, where neither moth nor rust destroys, and where thieves do not break in or steal; (21) for where your treasure is, there your heart will be also.

The Lord has been working on my heart and home in several areas, and finances is definitely one of them. Remember that God does not need our money, but money is important to God and to the Kingdom. Where we are spending our money is also important to accusations the enemy may have against us.

I am learning this lesson as I go as well. I only started tithing faithfully a year ago, and my hubby joined me several months later; but I cannot even rightly count the money miracles that have happened since then. Obedience is the key, and God is faithful to provide, so cast all your cares on Jesus.

Supernatural Psychiatry

Demystifying Salt, Sound, Anointing Oil, & Holy Water Biblically

Numbers 5:17, “[A]nd the priest shall take holy water in an earthen vessel and take some of the dust that is on the floor of the tabernacle and put it into the water.”

Proverbs 25:2, “It is the glory of God to conceal a matter; to search out a matter is the glory of kings.”

Lord, give us wisdom on this topic, give us discernment. Help us to honor you in all our ways, help us to search out Your mysteries in Your way, not our own, and touch not any unclean thing. Amen.

God has revealed some astounding things to me lately regarding salt, water, crystals, rocks, sound and light. For those of you who know my obsession with Pink Salt and how I wrote a whole chapter about it in my book: Med Free Bipolar (Amazon 2014), you can probably imagine me dancing around the house when I had a revelation about anointing salt!

Until very recently, I did not know you could pray over and anoint salt, just like oil! Can you imagine, I have been giving away pink salt for over five years now because I have seen high mineral salt help people find relief from all kinds of mental illness, but I have never been praying over the salt before giving it out! What is our Biblical basis for this? Well, we are not Paul, but handkerchiefs and aprons that touched him were taken to the sick, and their illness were cured and evil spirits left them (Acts 19:12). To my best knowledge, his anointing and Holy Spirit power was imparted to the object, and then transferred to the sick or demonized.

Other Biblical precedent for this includes:

Numbers 5:17,  the priests were told to take holy water and mix in dirt.                          In Matthew 9 and 14, sick people who touched Jesus’ clothes received healing.
Acts 5, people touched by Peter’s shadow received healing.
Acts 19, handkerchiefs and aprons touched by Paul were taken to the sick, and their illnesses were cured and the evil spirits left them.
James 5, the writer instructed prayer and anointing with oil for the sick.

God, (and science concurs), has shown me that matter, like salt, water, oil, rocks, crystals, and even things like handkerchiefs, can act as His recorders, both recording, storing, and playing back events, time, sound, healing prayers, carrying anointing, and can even act as projector screens replaying entire scenes! Stay with me…more explanation later…

After He showed me this in a series of visions, I stumbled across confirmation after confirmation, and then even scientific proof of what He had been telling me. (One “secular scientific” video to check out now!).

Anointed oil, blessed Salt & holy water can be used in healing and deliverance ministries, to bless and protect a house, as a blessing to sprinkle on food and more! The Bible mentions salt 44 times! Could it be that they sprinkled salt on offerings in the Old Testament to serve as a testimonial witness recorded in the salt to God?! I’m not sure, but I am asking Him, cause my fascination for salt is never-ending (and super-funny side note, my guardian angel’s name is likely Pepper… a story for another day).

But the basic revelation is that not only is ALL matter on earth made up of sound waves but is liquid crystal, formed and created by the WORD of God. For those who have claimed to have been to Heaven or have seen in the Spirit with the eyes of our heart, like I have, and have seen the liquid movement of matter and how it is made up of moving rainbow colors, this makes perfect sense!

So how does matter record sound, and who cares anyway? Researchers who search for antique sounds and try to play them back are sometimes called archeophonists; their field is archeophony. The oldest sound archeophonists have recovered is a man singing a folk song in Paris in April of 1860! As far as we know, the man, whose name was Édouard-Léon Scott de Martinville, recorded sound before anyone else did. Scott embedded his voice in soot on a piece of paper! He never heard the recording however, because the means for playing back sound weren’t invented until 1877, when Thomas Edison recorded himself on tinfoil! No one heard Scott until 2008, when Haber managed to play Scott’s recording.

In two-dimensional sound recordings, records are a good medium. Soot became the recording medium, as did the tinfoil. So, why couldn’t an apron, handkerchief, salt, water, oil, rock or crystal act the same way? In three dimensions, what is measured is not the light reflected from a surface but the distance of the surface from the lens. Three-dimensional scanning registers more of the groove, and is more precise: two dimensions is a map; three dimensions is a topographical map. (1) 

My theory, based on things God has shown me, is that rocks, salt, crystals, oil and water could act as 4D, 5D, and even possibly ⬆️D recording devices, carrying intent, actions, vibration, music, sound and power (like Paul’s handkerchief)! (Now remember, this is theory + revelation, not scripture! God loves us trying to figure out His mysteries, but I am not supposed to write a new Bible or add words with what I discover or get in revelation!)

The point to some of this God is still revealing to me, but I have had visions of sound and color healing mentally-ill brains, cancer (Source), the damage done by Fukushima to the planet, and more! The Bible talks about an apron (Holy Spirit-powered, not the apron itself!) casting out a demon, and those in deliverance ministries have also attested to prayed-over salt, oil and holy water doing the same thing.

Blessings from God, vs. curses from witchcraft

Satan is a liar (Jn 8:44), and a deceiver (Rom 12:9)(Rev 20:7-8,10). He also likes to copy and teach things that he learned as a heavenly ‘insider’; as he cannot create anything, he copies, steals, and is a counterfeiter. One of the main ways he tries to carry out his evil plans is to counterfeit the good things of God so that people are fooled into thinking it is God and not satan. This is why Christians must ask for the Gift of Discernment, and never think they are above deception. Anointing oil in the name of Jesus carries power, but so does the counterfeit, and Christians aren’t the only ones “blessing” objects. The counterfeit of this is alive and well! This is an excerpt from a wiccan website as an example of this in counterfeit action:

“If you keep oils that are cleansed, charged and consecrated, you can anoint an object with those oils and blessing symbols. If you work a lot with the four elements you may wish to consecrate it by Air, Earth, Fire and Water in ritual: run it through incense smoke, sprinkle some salt on it, pass it over a fire flame and sprinkle some water on it.”

Yuck! More like curse the object! And consecrated unto whom, Christ or satan?! No wonder we as Christians are afraid and confused about this stuff! God commands us in James: “Is any among you sick? Let him call for the elders of the church; and let them pray over him, anointing him with oil in the name of the Lord; and the prayer of faith shall save him that is sick, and the Lord shall raise him up” (James 5:14-15). If God himself did not talk so much about incense, oils, sprinkling salt on burnt offerings, and gemstones in the Bible, and had not stirred me to research this for His purposes in partnering with us, His heirs, I would not be touching this topic.

 

When we speak, by faith, a prayer over an object, in the name of the Lord, perhaps something even more is going on at the quantum level, like the prayer being recorded into the object, as well as the Word of the Lord being carried out.

So what can you do today to benefit from these discoveries? Well, make sure and pray over your meals, anoint your essential oils and pink Himalayan salt in the name and blood of Jesus, bless your water. David played music to drive away evil spirits that were tormenting Saul (1 Samuel 16: 14-23), and many of my clients have found relief listening to Christ-centered and produced healing frequency music like my favorite ones: WholeTones or http://www.healingfrequenciesmusic.com/.

How to consecrate and anoint an object to make it sacred for use unto the Lord:

The Exodus word for anointing is the Hebrew ‘mishchah’ which means to smear, anoint, make ointment. It wasn’t just the oil that was anointed, but the tools and instruments used in the temple as well. Here is an example of how to anoint salt, oil and/or water, bless and re-dedicate objects that may have been pre-dedicated to the enemy before coming into your home, ect. (For example, I recently bought a used wood patio table and chair set, and within an hour, I weirdly wanted to smoke a cigarette! I then thought about it again the next day, wanting to go out and sit on the set and smoke! I don’t smoke, so, I repented (stand in the gap) for any unholy use, smoking or conversations that may have been had around that table, prayed cleansing over the table with the blood of Jesus, set it apart for use and fellowship for the Kingdom, and dedicated it to the Lord, and blessed it in the name of Jesus. No more thoughts of smoking.)

“Abba Daddy, I pray right now in the Name of Jesus, that you anoint this oil (water, salt, table, object). I pray that You cleanse it of any defilement that may be in or upon it, covering it in the Blood of the Lamb, and that you make it holy, consecrated and set apart for the work of Your glory in Jesus’ name. Amen”

Want some prayers to anoint your home with oil, and/or salt? I recommend this prayer. I also highly recommend the book: Peace in Your House!
Now, was that so weird, or hard?

I was praying for something entrepreneurial to do with my daughters, and the Lord gave me a precise recipe on how to get oil and water to (mostly) mix!! He said: “take this, and mix it with that, then pray over it”, similarly to what He did in describing how to make anointing oil, and a bread recipe in the Old Testament (Exodus 30:23). Based on His instructions to mix salt, oil and an alkaline-based oil-disolving structured water, we made a custom line of consecrated, prayed over, blessed/anointed floral/citrus-based perfumes and “med free” sprays (like for anxiety, sleep, anointing oil) made from salt, pure essential oils and structured water, so fill out the contact form if you would like to order some from my girls. They are $20-$60.

For more info on gemstones, read part ii of this blog topic.

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But most importantly, PLEASE pray for God’s WILL to be done on Earth, as it is in Heaven. Pray for each other that you may be healed and restored, anointing with oil and praying the prayer of faith for healing. If Intercessors could SEE the difference they make in the spiritual realms, they would live on their knees!

Be Salt & Light!

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Dreams and Visions

Vision from God: “Check the Power Source”

“Check the Power Source”

What do you see?

Luke 11:35: “Make sure the light you think you have is not really darkness.”

 

 

lampsvisionOne day while praying, my room fell away and I saw two huge lamps taller than I am appear before me. They were identical in every way. They both produced light. They were both the same size, shape and color. I could see the light bulbs 💡 suspended within the lampshades, as if they were see-through. The light surrounding both of the them was radiant and beautiful.

I heard God say: “this is how it often is with false healings and signs and wonders. They look identical, so how can you tell the difference?”

I didn’t answer immediately, thinking, and then I appeared in the vision with the lamps as if there were two of me and I was watching my twin. Running my hand over the lamp’s chord, I saw myself kneeling to trace the chord behind a table and could feel the chord in my “empty” hand. I could see that each lamp was plugged into a different outlet.

“You get down on your knees and trace the power source,” God replied gently. “You get down on your knees and pray, and know my Word. But unlike false miracles that come with a price of slavery, mine are freely given now that Christ has paid your bill.”

It was then that each outlet morphed. Mist and darkness (Acts 13:11) poured out of one outlet, while beautiful rainbow  promises flowed out of the other.

I saw myself on my knees praying, an open Bible on the floor in front of me. The overwhelming power of God swirled about me both in the vision and when I found myself back in my room.

This vision had been a unique answer to a prayer  I had been asking for awhile. At first, other than my own visions, my only experiences with the supernatural were through work. I am in the natural mental health field, and I am surrounded by healers who operate under every other name but the real Jesus of Nazareth: names like Reiki, Yoga, Crystal Healing, Angel Readers. I love them all as Christ does…they are my friends and most just have a heart to heal others like I do. God sure does lead me into some very interesting conversations with them!

I regularly see their miracles, and like the snake tricks in Egypt, they get results. Hands on healings, instant fruit, and even call themselves light workers. But every time I checked where their miracles were coming from, they were involved with obvious sin and darkness. And there always seemed to be a price to pay somewhere else for those who had received astounding healing. I could actually watch the fruit wither on the vine within weeks or months.

I kept asking where God’s answer and version of this healing was, and He so graciously brought me to a Christian community where people are plugged into God, with genuine signs and wonders following. I have since seen His healings and answers to all the darkness in this world  which is no match for Him anyway!

If you ever see things that make you wonder, look at the source. Are they plugged into YHWH? The Word? Prayer? Is there lasting fruit in their life? Are you plugged into God, the author of all discernment?

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Then, a couple months after drawing this picture, I walked into a furniture store and there were the twin lamps from my vision! In the flesh! God tingled my spirit with JOY, and I laughed out loud; I had just so happened to be looking for lamps for my living room, but not only that, they matched, and were half off (as I never would have bought them otherwise, and He knew it!). He is such a good good Father, and I am so thankful to be plugged into His heart.