“The Holy Spirit is IN me, but He is UPON me for others!” —Todd White.
Hebrews 4:1616Let us then approach God’s throne of grace with confidence, so that we may receive mercy and find grace to help us in our time of need.
3.5 days of intense healing & prophetic training. I personally witnessed or experienced over a dozen miracles and heard testimonies of so many more. Interestingly, some of the clearest words of knowledge the Holy Spirit gave me were for those around me up front in worship, more than even out on the street during “Love in Action” breakouts.
One woman next to me in worship told me she had thoughts of self harm and suicide just the day before and begged God to give her a sign that He cared about her abusive marriage. Then In worship God whispered to me: “Tell her to stop cutting.” It was that specific and moments later she touched my own cutting scars with wonder after I shared with her all that God shared with me about her. Many people had their scars and track marks healed by the power of the Holy Spirit all around me, but when I went forward for this miracle a year ago, Jesus whispered to me: “I kept my scars for others’ unbelief, I’d like you to keep yours also since they no longer carry shame for you.” Wow!!!!
One story I want to share is a Word He gave me that He later told me was for ALL His adopted Daughters.
In worship, a woman dropped to her knees next to and in front of me to my right. After a few moments, I heard Abba say: “Tell her to stand up.” That’s all I got at first. I hesitated for another moment and then obeyed. As I knelt down beside her and put my hand on her shoulder, leaning forward to whisper in her ear, I was transported (in my mind’s eye) into the throne room of Heaven. I saw her on her knees before the King, weeping and looking spent. I hear, see and tell her:
Unlike in Esther’s time, My scepter is always lowered to you. You can come in at any time. But you need to stand up. Rise my daughter. You are royalty. You are Mine. And when you stand, the enemy is under your feet. Come boldly to My throne. You are robed in Righteousness; and like Esther was anointed and bathed and prepared for her king, so you are anointed, perfumed, and bathed in the Blood of the Lamb for your King. Arise my daughter, and come boldly in, and I will help you in all I have prepared in advance for you to do!”
She turned to me, both of us still kneeling, and she gripped my neck tightly. She sobbed: “right before you came over, I was telling God that I was not worth the price he paid with his Son Jesus. I didn’t deserve to enter into his presence! And just then you came over and told me the opposite!” I just hugged her for a few minutes and then went back to worshiping my good good Father.
I peeked, and saw her rising, standing, all the way up, straight and tall and arms lifting, a radiant smile washing over her. Her countenance was so changed the rest of the day, and I was just as blessed and wrecked by her encounter with YHWH as she was. I LOVE ministering to others. It is sooo blessed to give from the unlimited storehouses of our inheritance in Christ! We have to be able to hear God for ourselves so we can hear Him for others. We have to spend a lot of time in the throne room so we can help lead others to Him. He is worthy of it all!